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Friday, November 03, 2006
Seriously. Well first, to start off, I GOT THE LEAD!!!!!!! I've
tried out for the school play and after only two days of auditioning
(compared to a week's worth) I was offered the lead along with my
friend Teddy. I am majorly excited about it, as you can see! It's just
so much fun and since it's my last year of eigth grade, it means alot. Sweet...
Tyler told me that he loved me. No, I'm not kidding. Stop looking at the screen like that. It's like Chris Brown's song, "Young Love". Recognize.
Of course, I was thinking about it myself before he said it and it took
a lot of effort to hold back from saying it, but when he did I knew I
did, too! So you little girls looking for your Prince Charming (who can
make an internet makeout session feel real), don't. He'll come. I
promise. And I just may be captain of the field hockey team this year. The team voted and I heard that I got a lot of them. So yay!!! 8th grade is looking good, I tell ya.
Lesson #1- Orientation Trips Are Always Worthwile
Well,
after the first day of school, the 6th 7th, and 8th graders all headed
to different location throughout New England for a three-day
orientation trip. My group, the 8th grade, got shipped off to this
boys' camp in Vermont called Hulbert. We had a blast. The first day we
got there, we found out what core group we were going to be in. Core
groups are groups of about 10 people, plus two counselors, that we
spend the majority of the day with. All through-out the trip, we did
all of these group-building activities and stuff, plus a hike and the
ropes course. The ropes course was the best part of all the things we
did there, especially this one ropes ride. Basically, you climb up this
ladder about 30 feet to stand up on this platform, where they hook your
harness up to this rope that's connected to this sloping rope. Then you
walk off and it's like a roller coaster and a slide mixed into one.
Lotta fun. The food was really good, too, surprisingly.
Lesson #2- Magazines Are Lifesavers
I have an addiction to them. Teen, Glamour, Seventeen, Cosmo! Girl, Girl's Life (GL), and Star
are my favorites. It's amazing that I don't love them as much as I love
books, and that's saying a lot. They keep me busy on those long bus
rides and help me block out annoying classmates who keep saying that
the movie is stupid, talkative friends who do nothing but rant on the
guy behind her, and any commotion about who's kissing who in the
backseats. Um...
Lesson #3- That Wonderful Guy
Screw horoscopes. Every single one says that my love life is in the trash. Hell no
it isn't!!! It's going great and I've been the happiest ever that I
have been in a long while. And even though every time I turn around
there is yet another girl getting raped and killed because of that
online boyfriend who turned out to be a creep, thank God that my own online sweetheart isn't.
Tyler is the best thing ever- sweet, kind, and caring. And for the
ultimate bonus that every girl wants (that I got, ha!), he's not
ego-centric in the least bit!!! Score!!! Jesus must really love me to
send me such a great guy. I'm holding on to him, for sure. I like him a whole lot. A lot.
We even exchanged numbers (dangerous, I know, but what's life without
its risks???) and I called him today and we talked for 20 minutes. It
was amazing and I plan on making a whole lot more phone calls to him.
We even have a phone date next Saturday night. We're watching the new
Avatar movie, Secret of the Fire Nation, together.
And I like the way he answered the phone. Heehee....
And
now, my 13-year-old life is complete. Well, it will be once I meet him
in person this summer (or Thanksgiving or Christmas, if I'm lucky). Yesh....
Posted at 01:22 pm by energyball
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Monday, October 30, 2006
There so now that we have my favorite movie stuff out of the way, I can finally talk again.
HOW
ARE YOU GUYS???? I've been away from blogging for so long waiting for
that damn movie I feel like I've lost touch, I hope you haven't all
abandoned me for some other prima donna punk ass little bitch with half
a brain and nothing to say. Cause that's my job, and I'd hate not to
have an audience.
So me, what have I been up to? WORK, and lots of it.
It's
gone extremely well and I really enjoyed it. I've found a great place
to go after I graduate in a growing part of our company. That makes me
happy.
And I might get a new job out of this, but it's hush hush until I find out more.
In
other news, school starts next Tuesday for me. UGH, just shoot me now,
I don't really want to go back to it. That's just gonna suck.
And
then, next Friday, I get to move into my new place with the guys. Thats
gonna rock. I'll be running as far back into my little closet as I can
possibly get. NO MORE GAY! I have to be very well behaved and pretend
to be completely straight for the next 9 months. Then I get to come
back down here for the summer and will be 21 and can really have some
fun!!!
But thats where I am with that. I'm gonna get ready for
bed now, so you all have a nice day and I'll try to think up something
more enticing for tomorrow!
Goodnight
Posted at 11:28 am by energyball
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Waking up before the alarm goes off SUCKS!
Top of the morning!
That is what happened
to me today and it does suck. I woke up around 7:30 to take a whizz and
then couldn’t go back to sleep. So I laid there in bed watching Mark
sleep and thinking about Caleb and then Justin and then Caleb.
Mark rolls around a lot when he sleeps. To his back from his side and
then back to his back before rolling to his stomach and on and on. I
don’t think I move much when I am asleep. Now I am wondering what is
more normal, tossing around or not tossing around. Mark must be having
some good dreams because last time he rolled to his back he sure was
hard. The boy had a pup tent going in his bed. Now he is laying on his
stomach with his ass hanging out. Nice ass!
First, I have to tell you about Justin:
He went on his date and it sounds like he had a good time. I bugged him
to give me a blow by blow description of how his big 2nd date went and
everything they did. They saw the “Queen” movie and then went and got
something to eat. In talking with Justin, however, I am getting the
idea that though he had a good time, he isn’t all wowed by her. To that
I told him we would just have to find him another one lol. They did
give each other a kiss goodnight but that was about it.
Justin asked what all I did and where I was all night so I told him I
hung out with Caleb and then just spent the night. That brought a
number of questions about what we did and stuff like that. Once I told
him a little he laughed and said he couldn’t wait to hear my blow by
blow, of all we did. LOL
One thing he said, or word he used a few times while we were talking, was “candid”. He said something like,
“Yea, I was candid about my date so your going to have to be about
yours”. And another time he said, “Come on Conner, we are close friends
man, so you know you can be candid with me”.
That has me
wondering. Can a “non member” on here navigate around the OP site?
Maybe I am being paranoid but Justin has never used that word until
yesterday. Nah, has to be a coincidence.
I ended up giving him
a pretty decent description of what we did. I was open about it since I
wanted to see his reaction. He listened intently and asked a question
here and there and in the end I could see he had a bone going. That was
cool I thought haha.
And a little bit more about being with Caleb:
After we laid around holding each other, Caleb suggested we shower.
About all we did in the shower was stand under the water and kissed a
lot and we washed each other. Then Caleb lit one candle and we got in
bed and just laid there and talked. We talked about our sexual
histories, shared a few fantasies and things we wanted to try or do and
even talked about our thoughts on kinky sex. LOL. We were both groping
each other all the time we were talking and that prompted Caleb to ask
me if I ever tried shaving my crotch smooth. I told him I did it once
and he made some remark about how huge my dick must have looked then.
He said that when he did it his dick looked a lot bigger than it ever
had lol. It wasn’t long before he started running his fingers around my
bush and was asking me if I would let him shave me if he wanted. I told
him “Sure anytime” and before the words were out of my mouth he was
getting up telling me he would get the stuff to do it. I thought he was
kidding but he came back with a small trimmer, some cream and an
electric shaver.
I asked him how many time he has shaved his
and he told me he had a few times. He told me the first time he didn’t
do it but let his older cousin do it to him. He didn’t want to talk
about that when I probed more about it. Anyway, he had me lay on a
towel on the bed and he went to work on my bush. I got so hard. LOL at
one point he took my dick in his mouth and held it up while he shaved
around the base. That was hot to look down and see haha. Caleb made
sure he shaved me so smooth all around down there, balls, ass, yea he
didn’t miss any. And after he put the implements of bush destruction
away he came back to ths bed and stood over me a minute before telling
me I had to look in a mirror. “Talk about looking huge man” were the
words he used I think. So, I got up and looked and had to agree that no
hair did make it look bigger. I told him it was my turn and made him
lay down and I shaved him then. His looks pretty hot shaved, real hot.
After that we just laid n bed and talked and hugged sharing an
occasional kiss here and there. We ended trying to say good night so we
could get some sleep but all that brought was a wild grind session.
Grinding feels different without all the pubes. We finished off by
sitting on the bed with our legs stretched straight out over each
others so we were facing each other. Once we got settled like that we
just kept kissing while we took turns holding our dicks together and
stroking them. Caleb sure likes to suck tongue. Damn! We ended up
frenching with Caleb having a firm grip on our cocks and stroking them
together until we were biting one another’s lips and shooting all over.
Caleb pointed out the benefit of “no bush” when he said how it was
easier cleanup without not having to wipe cum out of the pubes. After
we cleaned up we snuggled up spoon style with me behind Caleb with my
arm over him. We fell asleep like that.
Maybe I will tell you
about the rest later. I hear Justin up and about and Mark is starting
to stir as well. I think I will jump in the shower now.
Peace
Posted at 11:18 am by energyball
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
Vegas or Bust... pretty much a complete BUST
Hmmmm, this is the 6th time I've posted this since
Friday at 8am, but it never shows up on the blog board, so I'm
re-posting it again. grrrr
Spent 3 night in Las Vegas this week,
for a business conference. It has been a strange experience. I've never
been to LV before, not really a destination of my choice, as I'm not
interested in gambling. I thought that perhaps I would have an
opportunity to meet someone one night and have a little fun. No such
luck. And as I write this I'm thinking, my god Danny, what the fuck is
wrong with you if can't meet someone in Las Vegas. Las Vegas, Sin City
for crying out loud. *sigh*. Well, perhaps a combination of being very
selective, and bad timing too. And I discovered that the online cyber
communities here are actually quite rude with lots of attitude. And
that was really my only outlet to try to find someone.
I
actually met a few nice guys online, but nothing that materialized even
in a friendly meeting. And being that I was here for work, I had to get
up early every day, so I wasn't about to explore the night clubs, which
really don't get started until after 11pm.
I'm feeling a bit disgusted with myself and my life in general, but having some difficulty writing down exactly why.
I
was here alone, although with a few guys who I know professionally. I
just don't fit into the typical guy who enjoys coming to LV. The
primary activities are gambling, drinking, and cigars. None of which
I'm very interested in. Gambling just doesn't do anything for me. I'm
not a heavy drinker, one or 2 beers a night is just fine for for me,
and cigars make me puke. lol. So I don't really fit in. And I wasn't
about to suggest to my colleagues to go check out the gay night clubs,
hahah.
So after dinner plans and a drink, which would take us
to about 10pm, I would call it a night, and head back to my room, and
my colleagues would hit the casino floor. The time difference didn't
help either as I was pretty tired by that time too. Well, I would go
back to my room and get online, and try to strike up conversations with
guys who I was interested in. It took a little time to sort out the
real people from the escorts. And just a lot of rude guys online. But I
did have a few nice chats, and I think I made one or two new cyber
friends, but nothing worked out as far as meeting. Had lots of nice
conversations, and then they would disappear. There was one nice guy
from Canada staying at a nearby hotel who I had been chatting with for
the first 2 nights. Wasn't exactly what I was looking for, but seemed
nice enough, and he was supposed to call me last night and we were
going to meet for a drink at Cesars, but he never called, and never
came back online either. So not sure what happened there. I did not
have his phone number.
Then, just as I was about to sign off for
the night, a guy IMd me, very polite, very nice, very attractive, and
very interested. But it was already very late, 11:30pm, he lived about
20 minutes away, and he had to get up early for work the next morning.
Despite being very tempted to come over, and despite my attempts to
convince him to come, he decided it was just too late.
So there you have it. I struck out.
Writing this in the airport waitng for my flight. And wow, they have free wireless internet access. woohooo!!!
Posted at 02:02 pm by energyball
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Saturday, October 14, 2006
She is here. I am leaving, wishing Caleb was cuming to
Brrrrr! I dislike the first cold days of Fall. As soon
as I graduate I'm moving to a climate that hovers in the high 60's to
mid 70's year round. That I could handle.
To tell you what I know about Justin's date.
It sounds like he had a good time. He picked her up at her dorm and
they went to Panera and ate and talked. He thinks that she is very nice
and fun to be around. I told him that I wanted to know if she turned
him on but that I wasn't going ask until tomorrow (which would be today
since he filled me on on it all last night{which would have been
Thursday in case your not following lol}. He laughed and told me he was
surprised I was going to wait and asked me why I was. So, I told him.
"because tomorrow I can ask if you thought about her and jacked before
you went to sleep" haha. He thought that was funny and asked if I did
it after dates with guys. I told him, "Sure".
Anyway, it
sounds like they are going to out again but Justin hinted that he isn't
sure she interests him sexually. I told him to give it time and as soon
as she felt him up down there while they were kissing I bet he would
change his mind.
Today when I asked, he reluctantly admitted he
jacked off when he got in bed but he said he didn't think her. I didn't
expect him to admit it if he did think about her so no surprise here.
Justin is still pretty private about that stuff. Yea, he gets talking
about it once in a while but not a lot. I plan on changing that for him
ha, he needs to loosen up and talk about it all, so why not with me?!?!
Fast Forward to this afternoon!
Sheees heerrreee! Mark's gf arrived around 4 this afternoon. Now, I am
definitely gay but I consider myself a pretty good judge of looks when
it comes to girls. Mark's gf is one very hot chic. I mean hot! And to
top it off she is actually real nice and has a bubbly personality. And
she has a super bod. I was impressed. LOL.
When we were
sitting and talking after she got here I was checking our her lips. She
has a nice set and from knowing how Mark likes blowjobs you can believe
she knows how to use them. Haha
I hung out with them for about
an hour and then when I heard Justin get in I vacated and went to
Justin's room. I sat there wondering if the Marktha blind was open or
closed.
OK, so what do you all think? (I know because I told
Justin I would be right back and ran outside so I could look and see).
So, do you think they were or weren't?
Guess what Justin
and me did to kill some time? I got him to show me some of the porn
sites he has been checking out. We cruised around a number of them but
I know that he sure didn't show me all the ones he has looked it. The
closest he came to a gay one was 3 bi sites. And he didn't go anywhere
near any kinky ones. we both got boned as we sat there. Him from seeing
the stuff on the sites. Me from seeing the bulge in his jeans. lol
Cuddling with Caleb:
Yep, we have managed to do some cuddling here and there. Man, it is
nice. Caleb is one cool guy. He caught me after class on Wednesday and
asked if I wanted to pop over before he went to work so I did.
We
started off just sitting around and then got into some kissing and
making out which led to both of us undoing each other's belts and
zippers. Ultimately, we ended up in Caleb's bed naked which I sure
didn't mind. We didn't get all crazy. It consisted mostly of laying and
talking and feeling each other all over. At one point Caleb slid down
kissing my chest until he was kissing the head of my dick. He asked me
whan I was going to spend a night with him. I told him we would work on
it real soon. I ended up pulling him up next to me so we could make out
more. We started getting into some real heavy kissing and before we
knew it we both started getting all excited saying that we were going
to cum and WHAM. When the WHAM happened Caleb was on ths bottom so he
ended up getting covered in our cum. Cool thing was that after we had
both shot we kept making out. Caleb loves to suck tongue. I liked
having mine sucked ha. While we were making out he whispered in my ear
that he was looking forward to feeling me fuck him and to feeling his
cock inside my ass. I gave him looonnnnggg kiss and whispered back that
I was all for it anytime.
I liked our time that afternoon. Sexy but not overly sexual. Very good!
And on to the barbeque:
I am going to Justin's grand parents with him tomorrow for their summer
finale. We are leaving around 10AM if we are up. We are going to stay
at their cottage and help close it up Sunday and then come back here.
Justin said his family will be there so I am kind of looking forward to
meeting them and seeing what they are like. It should be a cool
experience and it will tell me more about why Justin is Justin.
Well, since I am going to sleep in Justin's room tonight so Mark and his gf can have our room, I should get going.
And
NO I am not sleeping in Justin's bed tonight. The beds here are twins
so where as they might be big enough to have sex in, they aren't big
enough for 2 people to sleep in unless they want to sleep on top of one
another. That, of course, will work for Mark and his gf and hell, I
admit it, it would work for me with Justin, but I am not sure he would
appreciate it lol. (Then maybe he would, who knows ?!?!?)
Until Sunday
Have a good weekend guys and
Peace
Posted at 06:15 am by energyball
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
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used my favorite toy on me last night, I like it even more than the
butt balls, we call it Puffy Dick lol. Its this thing that looks like a
regular size dildo, like about the size of a cock, but it has a tube
attached to it with this hollow rubber ball on the end of the tube, and
when you squeeze the ball the dildo PUFFS up!! UUUuuhhh!!!! He lubed me
up a lot and used fingers a lot to get me ready then he put puffy dick
in me. Don't get me wrong, Daves dick is the BEST thing that ever goes
in me, but there's something about the toys that gets me so hot because
it just makes me feel like I'm being handled and used. It also turns me
on when Dave is still dressed when he does it but I look back and I can
see him rubbing his crotch like he can't wait to go where puffy dick is
going hehe.
Anyway he worked my boyhole with it at its regular
size for a long time and I was just trying not to cum the whole time.
Then he pushed it all the way into me and said "Ok its time to OPEN
your boyhole for real!" And he squeezed the ball and it got bigger
inside me. He pulled it out and back in a few times, then shoved it all
the way in and squeezed the ball again and I was moaning and didn't
dare touch my cock or I would have shot.
The most hes ever done
is 5 squeezes on it but he could do more if he wanted. He did 5 last
night and I wanted more but I couldn't help it I came, and he always
stops when I cum until I'm ready for more (which doesn't take long
usually lol). Then a little while later he fucked me. I think sometimes
he likes fucking me after hes opened my boyhole with toys because his
dick just goes in and out so easy and I'm really open and it feels like
he owns me.
By the way some guys keep saying "Oh you shouldn't
let him hurt you, you should always have a safe word" and I wasn't sure
what you meant but I figured it out. Well I never ask Dave to stop and
it does turn me on when he hurts me sometimes but he never goes too
far. And I asked him once how he decides, like if hes fingering me or
using puffy dick, how he knows when to stop since I wouldn't ever ask
him too. And he said that he knows when its feeling good for me because
I'm moaning, but when it gets to be too much I start to "squeek" LOL. I
never even knew that I squeeked, but I guess thats as good as a safe
word!
I only get to see Dave on weekends mostly, and I'm going
over again later tonight and Alicia will be there too. He hasn't fucked
me with her there since that one time but maybe he will tonight. I've
decided that I like her a LOT. He said that she told him that she
really liked watching that time and she asked him if he thought it
would be ok for her to watch again, and if she could touch me while he
did stuff to me. YES and now Im getting REALLY horny lol. |
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